BURNOUT AND BREAKDOWN

if you want me to sum up my day,
i would just describe it using 2 words
burnout & breakdown


we clean up our steps and did some changes for around 3 hours plus
fullouts all the way which really really strain me physically and mentally
i feel that i already gave in everything i have
until i have nth more to give,
and yet, we're still not good enough
totally stress up.

when its time to do finale
we are not ready yet.
how could you expect us to adapt to all the changes in just that few hours?
we have yet to even try it out with music.

just that 2 words he said makes me really upset
i couldn't take it and just burst into tears.
i'm seriously exhausted and tired of you treating us like we're crap
we worked so hard and this is what we deserve?

sigh.i'm so close to giving up


counselling session after finale
thanks the seniors for encouraging us.
they are the best!


and so we practice all the way till 9 plus.
-tired-



i shall persevere till the end

for the sake of the other dancers
for the sake of the seniors
and for the sake of myself

can let all my hardwork go to waste
go go jia you!!